I'd come for you; No one but you

Because we all need a little more room... to live

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 13:06:05 GMT

why is summer so boring? Seriously, it's awesome because i have my space all day... and if i want to i can arrange to go out with my mates very easily as i conveniently live near 2 bus stops which effectively get me to wherever i want.... and i have no parent in my face if i'm not in my room reminding me of all the shit i need to do........

But it is pretty boring, especially cause a majority of my mates are either onholiday/about to be on holiday. Seriously, the 3 most interesting things that have happened to me/i've seen happen this summer (summertimeball doesn't count as summer as it was in june LOLOLOL) are as follows:

My mum's cousin got married in N.Y in july....and the reception here last saturday. Course his brother failed a bit at organising it all so i spen 3 days of my time before the party getting about 5 hours sleep a night cause we were there all day sorting out things like the fricking seating plan, and then i had to do the goddam table numbers (48 tables, no joke it took FOREVER). The interesting bit was the fact my family is effectively a mini-soap on my mum's side........ and me and my second cousin (the one who once called me a goth) were swapping jokes which got progressively dirtier........ ahem.
I put my phone through the washing machine. Of course that meant i had to go to the vodafone shop 3 times, and ring them 5 times before i could get m upgrade (which was due anyway.....lol i love my timing) which came through today..... can i just say that the samsung blade (s5600v) is really really really really nice?
I got to watch bea, lisa and david attempting to teatch roderigo how to say 'Ma'am' on big brother..... god that wass funny....... the whole thing was cruel but hilarious!

And thats it.

Oh wait, one more thing....

not that big i guesss......

But hey, i like to share stuff right?

but anyway.....

so, thursday 23 july.....

i did something that meant myself and two friends are going to the hammersmith apollo on february 13th.....

guessed yet? lol

I GOT JLS TICKETS!!!!!!!

ahem... lol. thats all i guess....... i think its going to rain in a minute...... but hey, at least i know whose umbrella i can stand under lol
x

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 19:45:28 GMT

1 - Go to Wikipedia. Hit “random”
or click http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random
The first random Wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to "Random quotations"
or click http://www.quotationspage.com/random.php3
The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to Flickr and click on “explore the last seven days”
or click http://www.flickr.com/explore/interesting/7days
Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.

5 - Post it to Livejournal with this text in the subject line and TAG 5 friends you want to join in.
I tag:
arsenal4ever cocoaflavorpunk fab4eva plu178 and robinrocks11

Can I just say that i got a pretty darn good band/album title? lol

Anyway, I just heard JLS had thier first vid played twice already. i am not happy. i am very pissed off. VERY pissed off lol. I mean, it will turn up on youtube next couple of days though so thats alright....i guess......

HELP!

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 17:12:14 GMT

....Ugh I hate to do this......

But i really REALLY need to know the name of this song......

Really badly....

it has been bugging me for over 3 years now and i still have no clue as to what it's called.....

Go to about 1:42 to hear it clearly.....

UGH I HATE HAVING A LINK TO A CHELSEA VID ON HERE!!!

Ahem.

If that clip isn't clear enough (the stupid commentators are talking over the lyrics URGH!) then it is the same song in the current co op RADIO advert....

The one that kinda goes ooooooh oooooh oooh oooh repeatedly lol!

If you have any idea what this song is then pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleasePLEASE tell me!! I will love you forever. Really. I might even send you cookies.

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side....it's the climb

Sat, 23 May 2009 15:51:34 GMT

ok, i watched the FA youth cup final 1st leg last night. And it made my season. For some reason, i just kinda forgot all aboout my pissed-off ness at it from a week or two ago (scroll down for it lol) and, well, if we win at anfield 20 years on then i'll be happy. Cause half those amazing kids playing on that pitch may not ever play with the players who were watching them, least not at arsenal, but (and i never thought i would EVER quote hannah freaking montana) but while some might never reach the top of the arsenal mountain, i am prepared to bet that the view is freaking awesome to them at the moment. Cause it is to me hahahaha!

Super, super Jack, Super Jackie Wilshere! I love that kid. Seriously, i really love him, and he was so serious in the interview after!! it was so CUTE!!!!!!! (ps, am i the only one who finds henri lansbury is actually very attractive? i know, i am a sucker for cute guys (like
alexander rybak........and cesc......and theo......and aston merrygold *sighs*...ahem lol) but woah, even my step mum said he looked hawt last night. That pics kinda crappy, but anyone else who saw it, do you agree, or am i just deluded?

Speaking of alexander rybak, i am so loving fairytale hahahahahahahahaha!!! Dude, i'm in love with a fairytale tooooo, even though it hurrrts, and no i don't care if i lose my mind cause i'm already cursed!!! It has taken JLS out my head.....kinda, cause JLS are just my bubbas and they are my number 1 bubbas lol.........but w/e, Fairytale is in my head now. It is a lil annoying but w/e, he is so cute!!! On another note, can't remember if i have mentioned this, but not only am i jazzed at how well we did....JAde you rock, and we are all proud of you for coming 5th in by being fab, and not by belly dancing half naked......ahem turkey.......but i love portugal's song as well.

Anyhoo, last game of the season tomorrow ! =( I'm gearing myself up for another annoying transfer window, and i'll hopefully give my views on what we should do tomorrow, if not monday. Till then x

That my heart wont beat again/Wont beat again

Fri, 15 May 2009 19:46:01 GMT

I love JLS. Don't know who they are? Well, now you dooooo! God i love them. Seriously, the stuff they did on the x factor was still really good (check out their covers of Umbrella, I'm Already There, and their signature stand by me/beautiful girl ) But god beat again (link #1 lol) is so different......in a totally amazingly great way!!!! like I've had it stuck in my head for ages! :-| Its not really the thing i'd listen to normally, but it was JLS so i though i would.....and i fell in love.....again hahahahahahaha!

Should be getting my capital summertime ball tickets through any day now....can't wait....its going to be AWESOME!!!!!

Again, i am ignoring football for now, unless me somehow win at man u tomorrow. I doubt it. But i no ignoring F1. You know, the sport i am kinda hooked on though i am morally opposed to it? Loving the budget cap row.....no ferrari next season? Niiiiiice ;-)

Love you all and good luck to Jade in the eurovision tomorrow, hey, you're actually damm good so hopefully we won't epically fail this year hahahahahahahaha!

Hahaha

Thu, 14 May 2009 20:17:48 GMT

OMG eurovision is funny this year.

I swear denmark guy was ronan keating in disguise.......twas v scary hahaha lol

I hate admiting this, but i am really loving this hahahaha

its mean, but they are so tacky that i am finding this hilarious lol

I am ignoring football atm.

But hey, swine flu is gonna kill us all so my footy issues won't be a problem for much longer will they? ;-)

Sun, 10 May 2009 16:13:37 GMT

.....ok i have now decided that i hate the football gods. You hear that? I. Hate. You.

WTF!?

Sun, 10 May 2009 15:54:00 GMT

Is this some kind of cruel, sick joke!? 2-0 again!? WTF !?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

You took something perfect and painted it red......

Thu, 07 May 2009 17:36:42 GMT

Am i the only who has suddenly been struck by Daniel Merriweather's new song, 'Red'???
I am a very musical person, and am also on occasion a very emotional and slightly overreactive person. I will hear a song and it will i don't know how to explain this properly, but it will kind of speak t o me, ya know? Like it is exactly what i'm feeling........ and well red is that for me, only more because it is what i feel about this time every damm year. You know those times when you wish you weren;t a football fan? Where you were just another girl who thought it was stupid? Where you forget the amazing highs you get when your team does something amazing? When you hate football for getting you this addicted? Where you idyllic football heaven of hope is shattered in a few weeks.......well that is how i felt yesterday and on tuesday. It is how i felt after the fa cup final, and after the first leg of the CL. So when i heard it on sunday on the way to Westfield, one part of the song summed this up. :

You take the best things from me
Then everything gets empty
That's not a world that I need
And I can't do this by myself

All of these problems, they're all in you head

And I can't be somebody else
You took something perfect
And painted it red

I can't be the only person who can see the kind of connection there, right? I mean those 8-9 lines sum up completely my views atm on football, on arsenal and in a way on myself. I can't not support and love arsenal. I don't need it, it is not healthy, i can't deal with the emptiness i felt after united, this season and last, after birmingham, after barcelona, after liverpool....and it is annoying because on paper we should be great, yet the doubts come in....it's all in thier heads. Its sickening right? For a majority of the season, you hope and you pray and you believe. And it is perfect, in perfect balance, the good and the bad, it's ok, there's still time. Then this time of year rolls round and the perfection is promising to become heavenly, and you realise it ISN'T perfect, not yet, you need to take that extra step.........but we are arsenal. We play one way, and one way alone. We paint our games the red of arsenal. Painted by flags on tuesday, the empty red seats. Painted by red, liverpool shirts celebrating at anfield.

Chelsea this weekend.. Now that is one cheerful game, don'cha think? Btw, i'm not actually depressed, i'm just tired. and when i'm tired i tend to rant.

our song is the way you laugh......

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 15:04:06 GMT

Has anyone else see '17 Again' yet? I saw it yesterday with two of my bestest girlfriends and tbh i don't think there was a moment i wasn't laughing for one reason or another. Aside from Ned being just completely hilarious (seriously, who talks Elf on a freaking date???) and the whole one undescended testicle thing (bwahahahaha) and in general the collective sigh from the audience as Zac got out of his shmexy car looking even more schmexy - he looked very shmexy in this tbh (see icon for more proof) - in a leather jacket/white tee/sunglasses combo. Jesus, i swear that killed me there and then. I was actually speechless. Its just....how can ANYONE be expected to remain coherent when faced with that???? I mean seriously, just LOOK!!

Anyway, what was I on before i got distracted by Zac Efron and his amazing ability to render people speechless and cause heart attacks?
Oh right, the film. Yeah it was pretty damn hilarious. Wow, my train of thought has actually just been completely wiped. Again.
So FA cup tomorrow. Damm i wish red members could tickets (i have a silver member rank, but i refuse to go on my own and my mum is only a red...grrrr) easier! Seriously, i want to laugh at all the arsenal doubters out there, cause come on, we have had waay more crucial injuries to waaay more important players (including a whole back 5, 3/5 of whom are i believe first choice)at waaay more important times (like now) and we are still in with a decent shout at a double ;) Aston Villa eat your hearts out. Heeheehee.
Speaking of a double, Man U in the semis? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA that is going to be so awesome! I am actually incredibly jazzed about this, even though i am thinking we may lose....
Bye bye x

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 10:34:58 GMT

Well the car people are late. *rolls eyes*

I hate doing favours sometimes.

Wed, 08 Apr 2009 09:44:49 GMT

Ugh, i am so freaking bored. A guy is meant to be turning up any time between now (well, actually 8am) and 11:30am to pick up my uncle's car to put it in a garage, and i have to wait for the guy as i need to check his ID, get his name etc, meaning my nieghbour can't do it as my mum reckons she would forget. i also have to let the cleaner in at 3, which means i can't use my annual pass and get to thorpe park on a really really nice day. ARGH!!!

Anyone reads this, i need help. fast.

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 08:49:09 GMT

Arsenal vs Villareal?????
Or half that match and 'All The Small Things' featuring possibly my favourite song at the moment.

I am leaning towards the full match as i can watch ATST on iplayer but still!!!

I can also watch the full match on 'itvplayer' tomorrow (anyone notice the similar names? Coincidence huh? *rolls eyes*)

Why is it you feel like crap on the one day you need to do something?

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 11:18:43 GMT

Seriously, that is just shite.

Stupid fecking stomach bug. i actually needed to pick up my crap from a mates this morning, only i kept throwing up earlier and she went out at 11. GRRR!!!!

Meehhhh i'll pick it up later this week......sometime. Ahem.

Anyways. i feel totally refreshed atm, and i have no idea why, isn't that strange? By all means, i should be pissed/stressed. but no, i am strangely happy. I mean come on, i feel ill (and have for oh, i dont know, a month maybe?), man u won yesterday, lewis hamilton is doing shite, i STILL haven't renewed my arsenal magazine subscription, I have nothing, the whole x thing, the fact that the biggest gossiper i know saw a text on my friends phone from me concerning x that he is now spreading, the dick, the fact my aunt and cousin may or may NOT have bbeen caught up in the italian earthquake, and yeah,this time of year generally sucks academically doesn't it?

Yet for some stupid reason i am completely happy. Hahahahahahahaha! Maybe i'm just suffering from sleep-deprevition, having slept only about 7 hours over the past two nights properly having been over a friends, then stupid throwing up-ness thismorning/last night.

I am going to talk about something i haven't for a long time....................arsenal. Shock, right?
I worked out yesterday, we still have a decent shot at the title, should we continue our good record against the other big four sides. of course, we also need man u and liverpool to cock up somewhere as well but you knows what i mean, oui? Ourselves and i think it was chelsea are the two from sides atm. We can beat chelsea at home, and they could have a problem balancing the fa cup tie against us AND the cl tie against Liverpool AND the title race. Noone is talking about ARsenal having the potential to get into the thick of it, and wenger must know that we *could* and that could work to our advantage.
Finally, wasn't it nice to see fab and ade back on saturday? I was very happy when i watched MOTD and i saw them, albeit pretty pissed i slept throught the game *rolls eyes*

Tue, 03 Mar 2009 16:38:12 GMT

Revision sucks. As do 0-0 draws.

News flash and my now routine 5 things....

Sun, 15 Feb 2009 00:18:45 GMT

First things first, i keep forgetting my log in, so i just thought 'to hell with it' and set up a new one starsandsmiles which is going to be predominantly my poetry/creative writing stuff. Anyway.

Yes these do part explain my long absenses. And yes they are centred around my-and i can't believe i am calling him this because it so doesn't fit him-crush. And yes it does mean i am completely gone now. And it is heartbreaking ='(((. OH and they are soooo from personal experience....sadly. Anyway. I like doing this '5 thing' thing. makes life easier lol! Right.

Why not to tell your friends:
1. It will hammer in the finality of the fact that you HAVE fallen for them. And if your like me, it will make you feel like crying because you know they don't date and you really DON'T want to fancy them because they are you friend and you like it like that, it just hurts you can't-won't-have more.

2. Their (your friends) attempts at tryiing to convince you it would work only make you feel worse. because it gets your hopes up. And when you find youself talking to them, you can't help wondering what would happen if you did something that you wouldn't normally do. Because normally you wouldn't consider brushing his hand. Little subtle things your friends have said you could try but you said you wouldn't.....now making you want to. Badly. And leaving you in a worse situation, being ablle to concentrate on nothing else.

3. When there is another of your friends who may fancy the same person...well now that just makes things awkward. especially when they are your best friend and they really do seem to match...and you want them both to be happy but still can't stop the green-eyed monster.....but anyway the hassle with the knowledge your both after the same guy.....sucks

4. On valentines day they WILL make you buy a card for him. No more i need to say when your mum finds it.

5. They ask you if you wrote said card. You say no. And immediatly hate yourself for you lack of goddam backbone. They act understanding and i makes it worse.

5 things you should NEVER do when on a school away trip.

Sat, 13 Dec 2008 14:24:09 GMT

5. Not check the coach's suspension
      Or you will probably get pulled over by the police, telling you that the coach is leaning dangerously to left, leading one of your friends to saying "It's cause laurens on the left". ha ha ha. Hilarious. Coz i'm not a size 8/10 am i? Oh, and it gets boring at Clacket Lane Service Station when you're waiting there for an hour for the replacement coach to turn up.

4. Claim the room for 4.......which is right next to the boys showers.
      Because we all really wanted to see a member of the male section of our school wearing nothing but a towel when opening our door. Nice. Not.

3. Spend two hours looking for a tacky Xmas gift in Bruge
      Mainly because if we hadn't, we wouldn't have been so gutted when it broke. Oh, and we wouldn't have spent something lilke 12 euros on a flashing santa hat and 'I <3 Bruge' sticker to go on the back of it.

2. Walk around the Strasbourg christmas markets with 8 others
     Because when two people in your group inevitably drop off, you will get the blame. Because you apparently have superhuman hearing. When you have to sit next to that person for 12 hours on the coach back it is incredibly awkward. Especially when you're both tired. On the subject of which........

1. Play poker until 1:30 am when you know full well that you are waking up nearly 3 hours later
    Really, it's not worth it. It sucks. Even though you blame your teachers for taking you n a night tour of Strasbourg. You will be tired for the rest of the week, and will have to endure 12 hours with someone you had a disagreement with the day before when you are both grouchy from extreme lack of sleep. You will then wake up only one hour before arsenal kick off against boro that saturday and therefore miss the first 10 minutes and kick yourself for it.

Oh my god......5 Ways to give me a heart attack (not involving my family/friends):

Sun, 02 Nov 2008 19:49:04 GMT

Number 5 = Score A Last Gasp Goal in the North London Derby

Like on tuesday. Goddam jenas. Or lennon whoever it was. Freaking shocked me out of my best mates house. I think he thought I'd heard my mum was dead or something.

Number 4 = Tell me I have that really big test that was in a month.....today.

Like that latin test. The one i didn't revise for. The one that determined if i stayed on the course for the GCSE bit, which i start sometime this year. Thanks everyone for telling me it was start of October, rather then the start of September. DIDN'T FREAK ME OUT AT ALL!!!

Number 3 = Tackle Robin van Persie- so hard he doesn't get up for a while...

Why is he so easily injured? Why? It just spells 'Heart Attack' everytime he gets a knock!!!!!!!!!! IT'S NOT HEALTHY!!!! TIS VERY SCARY! ahem.

Number 2 = Put Austin Drage in the bottom 2 of the X factor.

Against freaking Rachel Hylton, the judge's charity case if you like. I really don't care about giving her a 'second chance' (fourth actually, Cheryl). I was so.....ACK!!!! And he went out. Even though he has the best voice. I was so confident he'd go through and he DOESN'T!!!!!!!! >_< AUSTIN WE ALL LOVE YOUU!!!!

Number 1 = Slip into 6th place on the last lap of the final GP.......then overtake a car infront of you to win the world championship.

Or in other words, take me back around 55 minutes to that second when timo glock slowed down. And Lewis Hamilton crossed the line in fifth having been 6th seconds before. 6th not being enough to gain the world championship he had lost earlier in the lap when vettel overtook him. Oh my freaking god. Lewis Hamilton you are a total legend.

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 18:05:17 GMT

plu178 gave me these interests to ~~ramble~~ talk about

1.Harry potter
I love the Harry Potter series. Seriously, i'm absoloutly gutted J.K Rowling has stopped writing them. I really don't think i need to explain what the books are about seeing as they are all films or are being turned into films right now. Even though IMO the books are soooooo much better. Hello, Pisoner of Azkaban? Harry is supposed to when the Quidditch Cup that year!!! Where was THAt in the film?

2.Mcfy
Kick ass. Love them so freaking much. They are a pretty big UK band made up of 4 guys named after that guy from back to the future who write thier own stuff play thier own instruments but want to be classed as pop rather than rock. I class thier new album as rock btw. I think i am correc in saying only 5 (could be 3 or 4)of thier singles have NOT reached UK #1 but all have got into the top 10. Tom Flitcher is the one who writes most of the songs, occasionaly with help from James-from-Busted or the other band-member, and is a singer/guitarist. he also plays the piano. Danny Jones is a gorgeous bolton fan who plays lead guitar and also sings quite a bit, Dougie is a total dreamboat and plays bass with occasional vocals aaand Harry Jud is the drummer who well, drums. Whatever, it can be embarassing sometimes to say 'yeah, i like mcfly,' But really, listen to 'One for the radio' and it IS true that most people do secretly love these guys. But they are mine =P MCFLY FTW!

3.Southampton fc
Saints are my second team. Or joint second team now i suppose. Basically, my mum usd to live in Southampton about 5 minutes from St Mary's and well, they are kind of the family team. But seeing as my grandparents have joined practically every other member of my family in Liecester that the foxes are kind of my second team now as well. But i do still wuv saints. Hello, we got Theo from them (see below)!? And ffrankly, that would make almost anyone good in my book. (almost-chelsea, spurs, man utd and west ham don't count.)

4.Movies
I am a bit of a movie freak. Although i am incredibly picky about what ones i see, i tend to lean towards rom-coms occasionaly drama and i adore the odd musical. One of the main reasons i think for my love of them is the cheese factor in a lot of the ones i watch-yeah life never goes like that, but it's alright to dream ok? ATM my top 10 movies that you have to see are *drumroll
1. Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging 2.Rent 3-5The Pirates of the Carribbean trilogy 6. Mean Girls 7. Casino Royale 8. 50 first dates 9. Bride and Predjudce and 10. Stardust

5.Theo Walcott
I love my Theo. He is soo adorable!!! I love him way to much. Seriously, he's just so SWEET!!!! If Pri is right that you have to have a senior and youth team obsession then i think theo does still just count as my youth team obsessive. Just. And he looks like Lewis Hamilton which i find quite funny. I bet they're long-lost brothers.

6.Chocolate
Is love. I think i might die without chocolate, more specifically galaxy/dairy milk. i know it's kind of unhealthy but i love it too much! And please, i do enough exercise i can handle the calories. Maybe not zits. But wahtever. Chocolate was there for me when i was sobbing over Cashley Cole (my ex all time favourite arsenl player.) and again over thierry henry and more recently during exam stress/pre funeral reading stress. I would seriously die without it. And yes i know how sad i must now seem.

7.football
As you have probably guessed i am a football freak. I know the ins-and-outs and i have an opinion on practically everything that happens in it. Ask my friends, anyone who knows me, i do not shut up on the subject. Wherever i end up i already know i'll end with a football fan because i go crazy without it. I MISS FOOTBALL argH! I am a huuuuge arsenal fan and have been since the Invincibles. I was a fan before then i just didn't follow he team, i only started properly following half way through the 05/06 season. I hate anything man utd, anything chelsea (although admittedly i came close to being a Blue-they are my 'local' team i suppose) and anything cashley cole. I am so-so about liverpool, everton and basically everyone else apart from arsenal who rock 'cause we are just awesome. A-W-E-S-O-M-E. its funny, here in the UK it's weird for a girl to like football, and those who do ae generally treated like bimbos. Like we don't have the capacity to understand the offside rule or what defines a penalty, unlike *some* officials. I go against the grain a little i guess, I live in a chelsea populated area yet i have always classed myself as an arsenal fan. Considering most people are chelsea/man u/liverpool (for the CL ok?) fans it is a tad out of th ordinary. But anyway. I could again write an essay on football.

Comment and i will comment back with 7 interests for you to write about xx

Big Fish Little Fish Cardboard Box

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 15:23:34 GMT

Got to love the stiff dylans ahahahaha! Actually got to love Aaron Johnson aka the Sex God that first appears around 0:40 with the sexy hair and even sexier air guitar at 2:02 ish and even sexie still cool pose at the v end. Went tosee the actual film onTuesday-Angus,Thongs and Perfect (Full-frontal in US?) Snogging- avec my cousin (who spent the whole film pissing herself and squealing about how cute Robbie was.) and now i am thinking i might have to see it again coz i love it waaay too much. ANGUS ROCKS! XD

Anyway. I haven't updated in AGES! I mean there was problem with the internet but still. Stupid freaking tiscali broadband. What is the point in a laptop having wireless internet if you can never freaking connect!? yes that does i am usig the main cmputer. For Once.

I am now incredibly annoyed with my old english partner. He has got me addicted to freaking big brother. As in i know enough to know i want Kat, Stuart or Luke to win. And i want Mo to go out. And i thnk BB set them up with the secret tasks.

I cannot wait for Sunday now! Emirats cup here i come! And thankfully my good liverpool supporting friend who is coming with me has said he might not wear his new torres 9 shirt. Or his not so new gerrard 8 one. He still might but he better not.

I also cannot wait until November 27th. Yes i got confirmtion around 2 weeks ago that myself and two friends have tickets for a Mcfly concert at Wembly Arena (again lol). Need i mention that thier album kicks ass? No, didn't think so.

Hmmm

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 17:40:02 GMT

I have felt wierdly creative recently.

Like i have written two poems, one of which i'm proud of, the other which i also like but its just...i dunno, not AS good IMO. So I'mm gonna put what I feeel is the better one up. My mum was pissed i didn't write it in time for the funeral, but tbh i'm glad i didn't because a) my cousins was way better and b) i wouldn't have been able to read it anyway. Plz feedback!

Remembering to say hello

I kept forgetting to say hello

At least until I had to go

Now I have to say goodbye

Keep saying I can’t cry

So much time we could have had

Good memories I have-none that are bad,

The memories of childhood walks

The long in-depth kindly talks.

There’s always something to remind me

There in every cup of tea,

Tea you’d forget I don’t drink

Tea I’d pour down the kitchen sink

So many colours shone from your smile

A ray of sunshine that would last awhile

I strive towards your shining light

Learning your lessons of wrong and right

Picking me up when I was down

I don’t remember seeing you frown

You would always understand

Ready with a helping hand

I kept forgetting to say hello

At least until I had to go

Now I’ve finally said goodbye

I think I might just let myself cry

I've also been randomly and obsessivly making Prince Caspian icons. I really need to find something to do lol!!!!

(if you use plz credit etc)

Whatever. Apart from that i ave been ~~very~~ quite bored and pretty obsessive. I obsess a lot. Like atm i have a love affair with Ben Barnes' hot spanish accent in Prince Caspian. And also i am even more obsessed with my hair. I can't help it-i rarely get it properly styled recently i did and i luv it!

But yeah. One month on Sunday and I cried properly. It was only when i heard it was the sixth of July and i randomly remembered something my gran used to have about july 6th.

That is all i have nothing to report 'cause i am just bored stiff.

Mehhh

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 11:51:12 GMT

Well, thats my securing of mcfly's album done. They're doing a deal with The Mail on Sunday where copies of their new album radio : ACTIVE will be in each copy of the paper on July 20th. So my lovely newsagent has agreed to reserve a copy for me because they are so nice =)

Apart from that, it's a fairly miserably crappy sunday. With rain. I hate rain. Especially when i've had my hair cut then actually spent the time to style it and straighten it properly. I'm not normally bothered about what rain does to my hair, but when i've made an effort on it for once....

I feel sorry for the f1 drivers though at Silverstone. Poor things, going to muddle the race up a bit, all this rain. Poor Hammy and Kova. could work in thier favour but might not. I hope Lewis wins, kova second Webber 3rd. Ferraris crash into each other and get disqualified from drivers championship mwahahahahahhaha! Will neeeever happen but oh well.

Can't wait for the Emirates cup, seriously, after having a football frenzy during the euro's (CUMMON NADAL MAKE IT A SPAIN DOUBLE!!!! ahem) i'm suffering from a lack of football. tis depressing slightly. I've started watching tennis. Ok? I HATE TENNIS! Well not anymore but whatever. When i start to watch tennis eagerly then you know something is wrong. I have previously said it requires no talent what so ever. Apart from hand-eye coordination. I also said it was just hitting a ball over a net (yes i am aware that same argument of kicking a ball INTO a net is used frequently by non-football fans)and the point system was fucked up. Why does it go 0,15,30,40 then A then the things won???? WHY??? And whats with the 'love' thing? What is wrong with simple first-to-6-wins-the-game? then first-to-20-games or so-wins-the-match? Sooo confusing. Thank whoever-invented-games consoles because i would be bored out my skull without my wii (and friend to play on wii of course)at the moment.

Happy Birthday Adi!

Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:42:39 GMT

Happy birthday hun! Hope ya have a good one *gives cookies*
=)

'Cause we all look the same in the dark

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 09:14:48 GMT

Seriously. I tipped Spain to win the thing. Look who's in the final as clear favourite!!!! =p=p=p=p=p=p=p=p=p=p=p=p=p
And if they lose then i have lost myself a tenner to my dad but OH WELL!!!! Cesc and Spain will prevail mwahahahahahhahaha!!!!
Anyway.
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I am totally in love with Mcfly's new song (and Tom's long hair!!!!), one for the radio. It is just AWESOME!!! I've missed my mcfly boys being guarenteed #1s. When i went to see them in december they said they were writing new stuff and that it would be 'different' but woah. This in my opinion was VERY different!! I am loving the more rock sound they have now! And i know i'm being really fan-girl like but i seriously love these guys and have done since 5 colours came out god knows how long ago. My boys have grown up so much *sniffles* I would embed the vid, but seeing as it was aired for the first time about 45 minutes ago at 9:15 on channel four it's not up yet on youtube, sadly, so i will include only this. I didn't notice any mistakes ;) The proper vid though is fab! Seriously, tom is just sooo CUTE in it!!!! A must watch!

So today i am off to see Prince Caspian with my good mate who is also coming to the Emirates cup with me (i think i might end up as his bodyguard-he lives in his 'Gerrard 8' liverpool away shirt) and my two other good mates. I say mates, we're more like family i 'spose seeing as we grew up together. Prince Caspian though looks fucking SEXY!!!! Seriously! I was watching something on it on C4 and in the film he has this spanish accent which made me all week at the knees. Its just.....gah! He's not the best looking, but its the accent for me! Looks to be a good film =p

C'mon Spain! KICK GERMANY'S ASS PLEASE!!!!!

Mon, 23 Jun 2008 16:08:52 GMT

So this week is gonna be fun *rolls eyes*
So today i believe it is my birthday which i somehow forgot about (no seriously, i woke up and when my mum said happy birthday i was like wtf? but anyway) and i loved Marnie's robinrocks11 limirick it was awesome, i loooved it and you should so write for a living! But yeah i said to all my mates who have beeen so wonderful over the past two/three weeks which have been kinda shitty that my celebrations would be on friday. All i say about friday is THE BULGE IS MILKING IT!!!!!!! lmao bexxy!!!!!! And thankuuuuuuu Cesc and Casillias for giving me an early bday prezzy-i have indeed been supporting spain (OMG THE TEAM I WANT TO WIN MIGHT ACTUALLY WIN LMAO!)
And then tomorrow is the slightly depressing all day event of a funeral. Yes, ok, i have to admit i have been taking it pretty damm well but seeing as my cousin and i are now reading a poem in the church service i don't think that will last and i feel at this second in time that i will discover that i have been in a state of shock and will take it badly. I hope i don't because the poem my cousin wrote is beautiful and i want to read my parts not cry through them.
And i have to go in to school on wednesday to record a simple drum track for mine and my friends robots to 'dance' to on thursday, when i go along with the other little STEMNET people who my friend and i have found ourselves mentoring to Brooklands to basically show off our preogress at programming freaking lego robots and building water rockets. Which actually might be kind of fun.
But yeah.

Anyway.

On to more things.

things like.

OMG I FREAKING LO(VE YOU CESC FABREGAS!!!! YOU AND YOUR PENALTY SCORING RIGHT FOOT AND IKER CASILLIAS' FOOT!!!!!!!!!!!

Cause you've just earned me £30 cause i said you'd get to the semi's mwahahahahahahahhahah!!!!! >)

but commiserations to Robin-i actually thought holland would win the thing-but not to anyone else.

My money is on a turkey/sapin final, with spain winning 3-1 thanks to cesc fabregas, nando torres and david villa with tuncay scoring for turkey =P