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starsandsmiles which is going to be predominantly my poetry/creative writing stuff. Anyway.
Yes these do part explain my long absenses. And yes they are centred around my-and i can't believe i am calling him this because it so doesn't fit him-crush. And yes it does mean i am completely gone now. And it is heartbreaking ='(((. OH and they are soooo from personal experience....sadly. Anyway. I like doing this '5 thing' thing. makes life easier lol! Right.
Why not to tell your friends:
1. It will hammer in the finality of the fact that you HAVE fallen for them. And if your like me, it will make you feel like crying because you know they don't date and you really DON'T want to fancy them because they are you friend and you like it like that, it just hurts you can't-won't-have more.
2. Their (your friends) attempts at tryiing to convince you it would work only make you feel worse. because it gets your hopes up. And when you find youself talking to them, you can't help wondering what would happen if you did something that you wouldn't normally do. Because normally you wouldn't consider brushing his hand. Little subtle things your friends have said you could try but you said you wouldn't.....now making you want to. Badly. And leaving you in a worse situation, being ablle to concentrate on nothing else.
3. When there is another of your friends who may fancy the same person...well now that just makes things awkward. especially when they are your best friend and they really do seem to match...and you want them both to be happy but still can't stop the green-eyed monster.....but anyway the hassle with the knowledge your both after the same guy.....sucks
4. On valentines day they WILL make you buy a card for him. No more i need to say when your mum finds it.
5. They ask you if you wrote said card. You say no. And immediatly hate yourself for you lack of goddam backbone. They act understanding and i makes it worse.
starsandsmiles which is going to be predominantly my poetry/creative writing stuff. Anyway.Yes these do part explain my long absenses. And yes they are centred around my-and i can't believe i am calling him this because it so doesn't fit him-crush. And yes it does mean i am completely gone now. And it is heartbreaking ='(((. OH and they are soooo from personal experience....sadly. Anyway. I like doing this '5 thing' thing. makes life easier lol! Right.
Why not to tell your friends:
1. It will hammer in the finality of the fact that you HAVE fallen for them. And if your like me, it will make you feel like crying because you know they don't date and you really DON'T want to fancy them because they are you friend and you like it like that, it just hurts you can't-won't-have more.
2. Their (your friends) attempts at tryiing to convince you it would work only make you feel worse. because it gets your hopes up. And when you find youself talking to them, you can't help wondering what would happen if you did something that you wouldn't normally do. Because normally you wouldn't consider brushing his hand. Little subtle things your friends have said you could try but you said you wouldn't.....now making you want to. Badly. And leaving you in a worse situation, being ablle to concentrate on nothing else.
3. When there is another of your friends who may fancy the same person...well now that just makes things awkward. especially when they are your best friend and they really do seem to match...and you want them both to be happy but still can't stop the green-eyed monster.....but anyway the hassle with the knowledge your both after the same guy.....sucks
4. On valentines day they WILL make you buy a card for him. No more i need to say when your mum finds it.
5. They ask you if you wrote said card. You say no. And immediatly hate yourself for you lack of goddam backbone. They act understanding and i makes it worse.
crushedSing me a song?